Pathetic, Ordinary
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Hi, I'm Brianna. I live in Oklahoma and I'm a sophomore at the University of Oklahoma.
Day Six: Talk about a recent experience that has effected you greatly and how.

Oh, goodness, this is an easy one.

Basically, one of my best friends (well, I don’t really know if we can still be considered best friends) started dating this guy around three months ago and she completely ditched me. We went from being attached at the hip, to never talking. For a while I thought it was because I was jealous of her. I thought it was all my fault because I was bitter. But then I realized that even though I was jealous, I was still making an effort to hold on to our friendship, ya know? So, I would try and try to continue being her friend, and sometimes it would work, but it always ended up fizzling away. 

I would try to talk to her about it, to see if we could resolve anything by talking, but I think she has a problem with confrontation. She hates talking about difficult issues, and when she does, she only tries to appease people. She won’t give her honest opinion. 

She acts like she wants nothing to do with me, but she won’t tell me anything. I hate how I keep on running back to her. Even after she’s treated me like shit for the past three months, I continue to come back. And she does nothing at all. So, I sorta feel stupid and clingy and desperate for making an effort. 

Sooooo, in conclusion, I’ve felt pretty incomplete for the past couple of months because my best friend hates me. 

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